I'm Not Mad. Or Am I?
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Andrew Solomon
Andrew Solomon studied at Yale University, where he graduated magna cum laude in 1985, and then at Jesus College Cambridge, where he received the top first-class degree in English in his year, the only foreign student ever to be so-honored, as well as the University writing prize. He is the author of several books, including The Noonday Demon: An Atlas of Depression, for which he won a Lambda Literary Award and a National Book Award in 2001, and was a finalist for a 2002 Pulitzer Prize. He is a fellow of the New York Institute for the Humanities.
Published on 06/17/2008
I began to notice I was constantly
bored. My first novel had been published in England and yet its
favourable reception did little for me. I read the reviews
indifferently and felt tired all the time. I
found myself burdened by social events, even by conversation. It all
seemed like more effort than it was worth. I began to feel that no one
could love me and that I would never be in a relationship again.